What the fuck happened. I turned off the game. It’s my wife’s birthday. We went to dinner after the first drive of the 2nd half. Tell me I’m fucking tweaking.

7 golds in 4 hours. Truly having a hard time comprehending what just happened. Thanks for an incredible stream. My wife just woke up and I’m doing everything I can to explain these knives and gloves to her. If I don’t go live in 48 hours, tell McGowan to send a welfare check.

Left @MyWife

This is all getting blown out of proportion. I agreed to do sponsored streams on Black Ops 7, two months ago before the beta even went live. I can play other games when those sponsored hours for each day are done. Streamers have been doing sponsored ads on games for over a decade. I’ve been playing Call of Duty for almost two decades. I genuinely cannot believe people don’t understand that I was going to play BO7 when it was released regardless and there was an opportunity to get paid as well, why would I say no? On top of that, streaming is a business for me. No other way around it. I won’t ever shy away from admitting that because I’m not ashamed of it. I understand everyone has different opinions about the streaming industry but I’ve been streaming since monetization even existed on platforms. Now I can make a living from it. You’re out of your mind if you think I’m not going to do this until the wheels off.

Let’s tie our hands behind our backs and meet in the middle of a Chinese finger trap. It was a pleasure, brother. You’re the man.

@Zaccornelius_ I would die for you Zac

This is it, this is the way.

We go again tonight.

My experience on Arc Raiders over the last week has been hell. Just to be clear, I love this game and think it’s already moved in to my personal top 10 all time. But the egregious amount of cheating genuinely might be worse than peak Call of Duty. I’m not trying to bring negativity to the game because I know this type of dialogue can spread on socials like a disease but I genuinely cannot get through an entire raid without a steam profile that is level 0 or an account that has multiple game bans and VAC bans on record. I promise I’m not trying to be self righteous by telling Embark what to do next, but I think the only option they have to protect the success of this game is similar to how Epic handled Fortnite in the past — legitimate legal action against providers and individuals who are actively supplying and using cheating software. I know it’s just a game and a lot of players may not even encounter experiences like this because of the PvE and aggression based MMR but holy cow gentlemen, I’m at war and I’m getting absolutely pummeled for 8 hours straight every day. Hours and hours of looting, crafting and investment of time and resources wiped out raid after raid, over and over again. If you made it this far and read everything, I appreciate you. I apologize for sounding like a whiny, privileged streamer but I just needed to vent somewhere else other than the stream. One day I’ll come to terms with the fact that cheating in video games has reached the point in time where it is impossible for the devs to keep up with the providers but until then, I’m just going to keep complaining.

Thank god 100T VALORANT tied this match up 1-1 vs SEN so I could get on the timeline to call their jerseys absolutely vile. Just an eye sore. Now remember, since we’re TIED, you CANNOT tell me I’m salty or a sore loser because we lost. WE ARE TIED. That’s how you KNOW I mean it.

I deleted the Porsche tweet. The less fortunate made me feel far too self conscious about my ass cheek getting burned by a luxury automobile. I will go back to suffering from success in silence. Pray for me, I hope I can move forward in this deeply, troubling time.

Gentlemen, we're back in Counter-Strike.

If I don’t go live today, I just want y’all to know that queef was the reason I didn’t. Got hit with a “good boy” and don’t know if I can recover.